just me, myself & i

You want this. You want that. You wish you could be this or that. You dream of this. You dream of that. All is done in nothing but a dream. You live inside your own world. Your own mind. Afraid to step out to the real world and do things you only dare to imagine and dream. You crave for bliss but you've done nothing to achieve it. Sometimes you are too afraid of being alone, you tend to forget about your own wants and needs and later on your happiness will depend on others and not upon you. I've realised today how I've been living under other people's shadow. I let myself be the shadow when I had the chance to actually shine. Just need a little bit of bravery and faith. I've waited for people to start their routine so I could tag along and not be alone but in the end, I ended up being miserable after all. Instead of creating my own routine and path, I waited for other people's path to join in. Silly, isn't it? Well, that's changing now. Maybe I am better off alone and I need to be okay with that. I need to love myself first. I need this solitude. After all, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone.