i can hardly speak i understand

Feeling lonely and sad. Isn't that all too mainstream? Everyone feels alone. Everyone feels sad. Every girl cries herself to sleep. Everyone hides their pain behind their smiles. Oh now, isn't that all too common nowadays? We are all the same at the end of the day. We all feel the same way. Trying oh so desperately to colour this black and white world. Tell me now, what makes you different from the rest? What makes me different from you or her or him? What makes me--ME?

unmasked

The past is gone. I can't undo my mistakes. My feelings were strong. Please don't expect me to erase it in such a short time. I'm healing, I'm moving on but not completely. I'm not there yet but I am almost there. I may smile, I may laugh but that is all to distract myself from feeling what I had felt before. I cry at night. So please don't make me cry during the day too. When I see him, it still hurts. I'm still hurting. I'm still healing. I don't care if he does not care but YOU--you should care. I know you guys are close but please don't rub it in my face. Because, it hurts. It hurts then and it hurts now. IT HURTS.

a tiring thing to do

Hesitate by Steve Moakler

The human heart is a scary part in fact'Cause I could break you and you could break me backThough my head says just forget itYou'll get hurt and you'll regret itAsk me now and I won't hesitate. 
So many cards that never leave the deck There comes a time when you have to place your betsand I've never been a gambling manBut if you want to see my handAsk me now and I won't hesitate.
'Cause I'm fearful of heights and you take me higherWhat came with you was a view to admireI've always been the kind to contemplateBut you like the kind that don't hesitate.
Excuse me while I fall for you.Excuse me while I fall for you.
I thought about it long and hard todayI realised I'm standing in our wayUsually my judgment's betterBut with your blue eyes, hey whatever.
Ask me now and I won't hesitate.Ask me now and I won't hesitate.
Excuse me while I fall for you.Excuse me while I fall for you.

Wonderwall

I'm happy but I feel empty.

black and blue

"Some people show off their beauty because they want the world to see it. Others try to hide their beauty because they want to see the world for something else."-The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants.

Now and then, I'll feel intimidated. Intimidated by my friends' beauty, intelligence, and personality. I have a friend who possesses beauty, another friend who speaks her mind wisely, and another who has a very loud personality. And then there's me. The one who lacks in woman's lure, the one who is timid and silent, and the one who is afraid of showing too much. I'm not her, I'm not you. I'm just me.