people

They surprised me sometimes. The way they see things, the way they perceive things, the way their mind works and the amount of effort they go through just to have the bright, shining spotlight on them. Their obliviousness of their surroundings and people's feelings, appall me and the necessity of them being right all the time riles me up: Mine and only mine opinion matters! They take up most of the time in their lives justifying themselves, justifying every single action they did. Oh, what a waste of time. They focus on one single flaw in you, in life--and immediately they forget all the beautiful things exist in this world, in you. 

NotetoSelf: Take a step back, observe, and  try not to be one of them.

hidden & never found

Sometimes, I just want to be noticed, my words to be heard, my works to be appreciated, my soul to be loved. I just want to matter. I don't want to be like those flowers; withered then forgotten. 

Little Things

Taking every little things seriously; a beautiful yet dangerous thing to do. A simple gesture can make your heart flutters, a simple smile can bring a thousand meanings and keep you imagining things for nights after nights after nights. A simple look can make you feel like you own the world and all is right for you. 

Suddenly the stars and universe are aligned for you. 

Then, a drop of rain falls on you and everything becomes blurry. A single goodbye hurts you for nights, weeks and sometimes months. A simple silence keeps your heart rushing and running for someone who does not even want to be found. They walk away with their lives and left you hanging in the middle of your imaginary sky.

And you don't know that it hurts this much--until you fall.

Doubts grow in you like poison ivies, hurting you as the day goes by and suffocates you when the night comes. Despite all the hurts and all the people who walked away, you have no one to blame but yourself. Shame on you for building up those imaginary skies out of nothingness. 

Appreciating those little things; a beautiful yet dangerous thing to do.

Life is indeed made up of little things but you my dear, need to know which to put in your heart and which to throw away. Do not let their sound of footsteps leave you in the state of dejection.