I wonder what it's like to actually be alone and be okay with it. I wonder what it's like to just go out alone and enjoy my own company. Maybe go to a coffee shop and enjoy my own sweet time by reading some books and sipping coffee or tea; whichever I prefer. No one to tell me what to get, nor anyone to tell me where to sit. I wonder what it's like to live alone one day. Maybe one day, when I can afford myself to buy my own apartment I would be able to do whatever I want. Maybe just do some baking without having anyone to interrupt me. Then maybe put on some soothing music which no one really listens to. Light up some candles just because I like the presence of it. Oh, here I am wondering again what it's like to be left alone and just enjoy the company of myself. Here I am dreaming maybe someday, I can lead my life the way I really want to-a sophisticated lifestyle.....
Until someone worthy comes along and make fun of my "sophisticated lifestyle"; all of it-from the constant baking, the soothing music, and the burning candles. And I for once, wouldn't mind it. Silly, isn't it? I know.
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