When the thoughts creep in, when I am left alone with my feelings; things become shady. I wonder if I will be able to find my purpose in living this life. Forgive me but I sometimes wonder if God is really there. I sometimes feel like if I die, I would lose nothing. Everybody would maybe drop a single tear or none at all but they would all live on and never grieve. This may make me sound selfish, but I do want to see people grieve at the thought of my loss. At least that way I know, someone actually cares.
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