Life has been very black and white to me. I feel like I could not give a damn to the world and the world wouldn't mind with it. I am out of love to give, out of fuck to care. Whatever you say, say. Whatever you do, do. I'll just continue being me and let you be. Deep inside though, I can still feel that hint of care-ness in me. I still care about my friends (one friend in particular). But, in this black and white world of mine, how can I tell who's my friend and who's my foe? It's been slipping away from my touch and it hurts me so. I've always had that feeling that I was never her Priority but I shoved it away at the back of my mind. Now, it's coming back and I'm tired of shoving it to the back 'cause I'm starting to accept it to be the truth. The truth that I have always denied. Fuck, this hurts so bad.
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