silence

Sometimes you feel so low you just don't want to wake up. Sometimes you feel so tired you just want to shut your eyes and forget about everything. Sometimes you feel so gloomy, you just want to hide under your blankets just so you won't spread your gloominess to other people. Sometimes you just feel like you have too much of these negative vibes though you just want to be happy but you can't. You can't help yourself from having all these negative vibes. You hate yourself for it and you know those vibes you're showing off made people hate you; if not a lot, just a little. You thought by opening up to someone might make you feel better but the frown on your forehead remains frowning and the mess inside your head remains untangled. At this point of your life, you think that nothing is ever going to make you feel better. Nothing is going to change anything. Hopes, dreams and everything in between seem so little, so insignificant. You want to scream and shout and let it all out in the hopes that it will make you feel better but no. The more you talk about what's bothering you, the more you are reminded of it. The more you hear the words coming out from your mouth, the stronger it is embroidered in your mind, in your heart. No, no. In this case talking about it does not bring any good. In this case, let's just keep silent. Let silence fill the air and cleanse our heart and mind away from all the troubles that have been bothering us. Let silence drives away the people who want and should be driven away from our lives. Let silence do its magic. Stay still and let silence take control.