I think too much on what people say. Most of the times, it takes only a word to hurt me to the core. I care too much in keeping everyone close. I don't want any of them to leave as I am scared of being alone but still, I was left and I was definitely alone. These are the reasons why I always assumed the bad in everyone. Praise to God, how such an ugly thing to have lingering inside me. So tonight, I vow to myself to keep myself free. Free from envy and free from bad thoughts. One person may not have the most sincere intention, but that shall not make me feel/do the same. One person may leave me hanging, but that shall not make me raise my middle finger to his/her back. But instead, I'll just turn away and walk my path. I will walk my journey with this thought running through my head every time people treat me differently than what I have expected;
are they even worth thinking about in the beginning?
If the answer is NO, then I shall raise my smile but if the answer is YES, then I'd probably need some reflection to do. And that's okay. As long as I do not repeat the same mistake. As long as I am willing to learn from my mistakes.
And this; goes the same to you, my friends.
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