The past is gone. I can't undo my mistakes. My feelings were strong. Please don't expect me to erase it in such a short time. I'm healing, I'm moving on but not completely. I'm not there yet but I am almost there. I may smile, I may laugh but that is all to distract myself from feeling what I had felt before. I cry at night. So please don't make me cry during the day too. When I see him, it still hurts. I'm still hurting. I'm still healing. I don't care if he does not care but YOU--you should care. I know you guys are close but please don't rub it in my face. Because, it hurts. It hurts then and it hurts now. IT HURTS.
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